📃 Daily(ish) poem → 00353 ◊ Hearsay ◊ Bernard Ferguson
Hearsay
after lining up my fade, cutting it clean & close to the scalp, my barber asked
my father & my father’s father answered, yes, put a road in & so he tipped
my head & cradled its fruit in his palm as he hovered low & real close
to my hairline, close enough to look at the angles of his work, like a fine
mason as he etched a new path toward what lay behind my eyes, the gold
beneath bone, the treasures that spin there like the rumors i’ve heard, whispers
of how slaves wandered in the dark through crops while pressing fingers
to their skulls, thumbing along, tracing the curves & alleys that lead to
a field’s end & into freedom, the women who pulled the hair & braided it
down the scalp as proof, & the slaves & other slaves who held the new map
at the jaw, twisting the head like one would spin a globe. whispers, like this,
of gold & rice weaved between locs, whispers of strategy, stories of royal blood
in chains, of poison & riot, tales of rebellion spreading like a rumor, legends,
folklore, & any proof of them tucked into the black feathers of that black feathered
kingbird, hidden in its pelt before it took off & vanished behind the veil. still,
i remain, & i once saw my sister stand in front of the vanity & section her hair
in two, plaiting them into grapevines around her ears & down the shoulders,
twisting like our grandmother taught her, the way she learned from someone
who learned from someone else. on flatbush avenue, a woman, true, from Trinidad,
starts at the front of my hairline, at its center, & moves slow so i can follow,
a few locs in each palm, she crosses them, picking up new crop, crissing them
to make a weave, moving out & down the canvas, the continent sprawled
at my crown, ending her work at the cliff of my cranium, where the bone begins
to descend, ending there & tying a knot so the hair can hang & fall free behind me
like the past, & an arrow weaved & pointing outward at the top. ahead, forward.
—Bernard Ferguson
—found in Breakwater Review (2019; Issue 26)